My mom died

My mom died 4 months ago she had a pulmonary embolism and I had to do CPR on her it was heartbreaking!
I have no family left and just a couple friends!
I met a girl and she told me where she works and that I can come see her anytime please pray I will meet her again and pray for Gods mercy as it pertains to this!
Im pretty sure I can’t go any further without love!
Please pray for me a wife a girl who will go to church with me!
Please pray I won’t remain alone! Please pray for supernatural ene